Sunday, March 29, 2009

sexy to greedy or sexy turn greedy

I want your lip on my lip
Your body on my
So we can't be together
In this bonding tie
I want your eyes all on me
To feel my desperation
The need to be hesitation
Driving you crazy
I want to kiss your body
To feel the hill of anxiety
it letting my mind
Taking in what A lovely sight
I want to eat your soul
And devour your love
I want to have
Everything is mine.








Diary of My Life

August 28 2007 My first day of High school

It feel like I'm in a world of darkness as silent creep toward. Nowaday I feel somewhat trouble by my family and life but today seem to be the end. The silent is gone and replaced by the new beginning door in my life. High school is the start of my new life which happened not in high school but after my parents divorce. The pain and sorrow stalk me everyday and make me feel lonely. Now I think about it, it kindna look like lonely is fond of me. That why it alway near me and probably die with me.
No no no, let start off with the beginning but not a end in my life.
It 7:10 am, Omg! I'm late for High school( that me over reacted because school start at 7:50), my mom wake me up from my most comfort sleep. To tell the truth, whenever something is important going to happen, the night before, I can't sleep and then around nearly morning I doze off and then wake up late. Which is a bad thing because going to school late is like one of my best friend.
School start with a fresh start and it was fun, I got to learn my schedule which I complained about my locker and my class, it so far away, because of that, I hold my book for today, which is heavy. Class seem like fun because teacher is handing out green sheet, which need to be sign by parent of what going to happen in the class. Soon all six period is over and then my first day of High school end.

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

U-la-la

The wind is like a gentle hand
That calm my heart
Take me away wind
and let me be free
Free from the cries of unseen and failure
Let me be free and be kind
In a world of freedom is like a democracy today
Live my life in freedom
Like wind that all free
Never be bound by nature
Like a trapped me
From the unseen force
That surround my life
In an attempt cry in darkness
Awake the freedom of light
Carry away this sense
To the world beside
Let the wind touch me
and then let me know I'm free.

Monday, March 23, 2009

Badminton

Ok tmr I haave a badminton game. wish me good luck and hope me win. I feel like Imma lose so cheer me up tmr. Adios and au revoir

Layla stay with me

Layla is my sunshine today
Her smile shine my road of life
From far away she guided me
To her bed and stay tonight
Layla is cooking my food today
Her smile lifted my uppertide(okay I dont know how to spell this word)
Her gentle hand carry food
Then here open my mouth
Layla sing for me tonight
Her sense seem to be on me
She smile and kiss me
It's time for me to go


Saturday, March 21, 2009

Lorita long road of life

Lorita is so smart
I can't match up to her
Her hair are so long
Like the road that she walk
A lone road that only she can walk
A road where there're a stop
That where she met me
But somehow I can't walk
On the road that she walk
A lone road that not many people walk
Now and then she would meet someone
but in the end, she is alone
I would stand here and there
Cheers for her to be near
Her goal that she make clear
To you and me
and when she reach
Her final destination
She would lay down and rest
For she will be with us forever 
but her Life long work will be eternal


Sunday, March 15, 2009

If I ever left you
Then don't look for me
If I ever love you
Then don't think about me
If I ever touch me
Then hit me 

Okay I feel so sleepy right now that I can't even think what to write. Well this is my third blog, so enjoy it guys and go read my two newest poem.

Is love to you?

It's love
I knew it
It's love
Someone told me
It's love
I felt it
It's love
Something touch me
It's love
I saw it
It's love
Something there
It's love
I sense it
It's love
Someone denied 
It's love
All together it's love

Darkness outside

Outside 
the air is cold
Snow
fall like tears on your face
Tree
standing naked alone
Wind
shower with chills
Visit me

sit there and watch
Droplet
of rain fall
Sound
of puddle came together
Vision 
of someone
Visit me

Darkness
cover the night
Light
being turn off
Pajama
I put on
Sing
song of sleep
Visit me


Sunday, March 8, 2009

so the day has once go by

So long ago
The passionate
You gave to me
On my honey lips

The day went by
You came and go
And now you go
I miss so
I miss now

Once and now and twice
You took my heart
and break it apart
I love you so much
but then you don't care for me
anymore

You gave my heart 
A skipping tide
You touch my heart
A riding horse
So long ago
My heart is seal
from your cold touch

And now the lock has been broken
My heart is so vulnerable
You touch it so power
I feel afraid in my sleep
I wake it up
the terrify heart
Oh my, oh my, oh my
you grasp my heart and now I'm dead.




Saturday

Ok so yesterday key club have a dcm and it is so fun. Lorita and me went to ice skating and she was like falling heavely. Actually I let her fall because seem keep screaming and wont let go of the bucking to try skating on her own. Making her feeling dangerous is so fun. Then after we have meeting then we go to the japanese garden for 10 min and I arrive at home 10 min later.

Irony about us

The day I met you seem so long ago
but in reality it was just yesterday
We been together for sometime now
but it seem to me like forever
You say you love me dearly
but in your heart there's not me
I say it pain me so much
but thinking about it
made me "sigh(okay, here you sigh, don't say the word)" about us.

Life is nothing but irony
someone might told me that
Love is just a game
A game that you love to play
A game that isn't fun or good
A game that based on us
A game that made me hide and you seek
And if you can't find me
Then I'm so dead.



Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Making out

The school hallway
is the stairway to love
The beginning of every love
and the sight of first love
The school is a place to hangout
A place for people to make-out
The feeling of no privacy 
and disgusting rumor fly

I once knew a stories
of you and me
My hand was there
and you say " why touch, I just fart"
I pull and you push
The hard feeling of sexual desires rise
Surround the hallway
and gross people out