Today, is a new wonderful day

Time is really slow for me right now. I wish time could speed up a little to the weekend. It not because I want to take a break but what is coming up. Time for me is so unrealistic right now. Sometime I stare at a blank wall and wait up, it 2 hour pass. My head hurt but I can't seem to do anything about it. Keep thinking and lost in my own mind. How creepy is that. I know what cause this but scare of telling it and expose what inside. It hunger for my attention but all I feel is pain.