It nearly new year

Omg guy, it nearly new year. I so hapy and sad. New year come and im older one mroe age. So fast and soon enough I WILL BE OLD. vERY OLD HOW SAD. Then one day we will be gone and that even more sad but that hte life cycle. Oh well.

Musique

Green mask smell like a task
What music light the mood of this room
Swing, jazz dance like a mass
What beat do this ryhmt goes.
Feather, beads glithering like a feat.
How many life been slaughter.
Need,meet so is competite.
Let the show begin.

To flick and pick

Please give me the smile of life
the sweetness to live and the light of life
Talk to me, if you are happy
and tell me how much I am to you.
Let me cry, as if there no one is there.
Lend me your shoulder in the middle side.
You have give me some cruelsome word
I will keep that in mind
You have give me some sadness worry.
the heart is waver so will the mind
Love come and go
like the flick of an eyes.

Ahhhhhhhhhh

I feel so dizzy and I suppose to cook today for my friend. So dizzy, cant stand it. I hate this winterbreak, I feel sick. Not fun at all. And Mr.Thompson, I heard you let your 6th period class get extra credit for blogging 5 time during the break for 50pts. Isnt that right, that no fair. Wahwahwah. Picki Pu Pu. Pu pu pICKU

If co mot ngay, I will not die.

Once, I hope to love you more

But the love I receive is so pity.

Your love and life is tall as the building.

I want to forgot but Now remember.

You set foot out to go but why return.

Out side is raining like the rain in my heart.

Now you came back with the pain.

You forgot myself like the fallen leave.

Ask you know but you let hanging like this.

Breakup never fun but too painful in reality.

Waiting

The air of the late winter autumn swell pass,

as if it going for the rain forest.

The green grass of greenfield has turned brown

but I keep waiting.

It about to be there but not yet.

The tree of oakhill has darken

but It not dark enough to be green.

The grave has disolving in people mind

but I am still waiting there.

My brother and sister still sleeping

but I hoping for spring to come.

The pupil of the oak has sprang from ground.

I flew out through the open gap

and set free.

Food

I work at the food booth for several day and my dinner is hot dog and nacho. Now, just look at the hot dog and nacho. I feel gross, I eat so much that it make me digust. Very nasty to eat.

Friday

THis friday, I went to the board meeting for key club. Then after the meeting, all the school door is close in the back door. So me, phuong, cathy, and chris jump over the fence to make a short cut. It was so fun, I hasnt do that Since im in vietnam. It bring back memories where I climb on a very tall tree and then sit there and eat the fruit.

Im sasd

Im sad, I couldn't go to the christmas in the park today and it saturday too. Many people is there. It all because of my mom. She won't give me a ride and she took my phone and I'm home alone without a cel to call any1 to pick me up. I really hate that.

Christmas in the Park Souvenir Booth

This year, the christmas in the park have a new booth and it the souvenir booth. We sell toy and stuff for people to buy. There this really expensive teddy bear that I want to buy for my sister. It so soft but it 20$. Most of the time. the people bought the san jose shark santa hat. it 15$.I be working there on the friday, saturday and sunday.

Christmas in the park Food Booth

It was like a new experience to me again. I love cooking thing or prepare thing and that place let me. Customer order stuff and Phuong and me was like running around doing thing. During free time we talk and meet new people that supported Key Club. I'll be working there the next week too.

Disney Land

It was fun. I loved all the ride. Some of the ride was so fantastic. Like the tower of terror. L.a. was a new experience to me. I never been to it and it was so awesome. I get to eat some of the fruits I hasnt ate since I lived in vietnam. I wish to visit it again some day. 

P.S. Mr.Thompson say I can still get credit for this week if I'm posting everything before monday midnight.

RANDOM STUFF.......AGAIN!

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Thanksgiving

This thanksgiving I'm going to Los Angeles! XD I'm going with my relatives but I have to go with my annoying aunt & her baby, William (PS: His name is supposed to be Yuki)....Also I celebrated my birthday! Yay! I turned 15 y/o! But no one said "Happy Birthday!" to me before my birthday party started...TT.TT After my birthday party my friends, relatives, & my nice aunt, Jolyn went bowling! It was so funny! Jolyn even had a purple bruise for kneeling on the floor when she let go of the bowling ball (She thinks it's good-luck?)! Also today I have a meeting with my relatives about our club *drumroll* "THE LOVE GURU CLUB!!!!!" XD That's all! O wa ri!

thanksgiving

it thanksgiving and that mean 4 days break. I feel so sad that I have some family problems to attend. I hate next week. Some other school have the whole week off but I dont know y we attend monday,tues and wed.

today is my birthday celebration. i feeling so happy. i feel like im still in earth. we eat food. it feel good but some of my friends didnt attend. my house is small so i didnt invite that much ppl.

I had fallen inside my own heart.

What do It feel like how it feel like

to know how to love.

I would give all my though

to be able to penetrate this field.

Shouldn't love consider only you

and me?

Why is there a dog following you 

and me?

Or is it just the opposite, I''m the dog and you

and who.

I saw a hole inside you and me but

it won't close.

It look like I'm the pet and you the owner

who delivered snack to me.

Life is not what I think it should be it just because

I believe it so.

The cruelty of life of losing first love it just

too bare  to think about.

I will take away what I let out and the

shut door.

Weekend

I just heard that for thanksgiving, my family is thinking of going to LAKE TAHOE. OMG, I am about to going to a place I never been to before. Isn't that exciting to the sound of it. Well, I want to visit lake tahoe, grand canyon, tokyo, france and many other places.

I feel so funny

Today, the school have a freebies day. The school got to sell anything they wanted. I mean club so that what I mean. To the point is that Key club got to sell CHOW MEIN. Yes, CHOW MEIN, delicious isnt it. We sold all of it just in barely 10 minute of the lunch time. I saw BSU sold ice cream for quiet alot too. It was funny and very good experience to see what other people ideas are for fundraising.

Je ne sais pas

Anj'ourdi, Je suis alle l'ecole.
Je suis sorti avec phuong anh du forum. J'ai pris le bus a san jose. Je suis alle a san francisco mardi dernier. Je suis alle a la peche. Ensuite, Je fais une promenade.

Sunday

It been about 3 week since I post anything that is good. I did the posts for the sake of grading, I feel so bored that I have no idea what to post(stuff that is good). I'm going to the church today and school tomorrow and after that I'm going to my aunt house in Fremont.

Saturday

J'ai sommeil. J'ai aide ma soeur avec ses devoirs. Ensuite, J'ai faiu mes devoirs, mais Je ne fini pas mes devoirs. Apres, Je vais le biblothique. Finalement, J'ai visite chez ami.

Friday

Friday was so tire. Somehow I was so hyper that day. After a long 2hrs of meeting after school, I went to Oakridge mall and watched Madagascar. Which was so funny, I laugh alot and it make my mood feel good.

Shoo! Shoo! Sho

OmG! Today is Halloween. The spirits are out to get ya'll all. Be ready and catch your breath, the cold autumn air will whip the scent of human flesh. Be careful and be happy. You day have come and U need to accept it. Goblins are between door and door waiting for you to come by. Vampire hanging upside to ready for bite. Wolfwere thirsty for pure blood, hiding underhole for you flesh.

Need Ideas

Im thinking writing a book and publish it. It been my dream to publish a story that I can let my mind run wild. The book "Walk two moon" or "two moon" it some thing like that. I love that the best. It about childhood and family life.

Friends

Je recontre novel copains. Je content beaucoup beaucoup. Je fatement beaucoup. Je vais voir un film a demain. Je vais sortir avec mes copains. Je fais la cuisine maintenment.

Great America

Today, at great america there was a really big meeting and fundraising for key club. It called Fall Rally North. It started at 10 and end at 1pm. It was so hot that I skip the meeting. I goes to great america and have fun. I went on most of the ride and it was so dizzy. The at 5pm we need to leave. The dizziness I still feel are so bad.

Oct DCM

Friday the 24th of OCT. Our school, GHS had a halloween meeting in the forum. It was fun and stable but the music drive me nut. There was a mummy wrapping contest and Phuong Anh won. Then there was a pumpkin carving contest and I participated but lost. Then there was a costume contest and it was amazing about this guy who say he god and he did a funny thing. "He called it undispeciable which is taking his shirt off in front of around 200 ppl. Then there was a meeting but half way I need to go home. So I did and waiting for tomorrow

sometime, I feel sad through the mind

YOU, me All of us MAY know what COMING up Next. All of us one day will make a hard choice and will one day after that day. You will sit under a tree and think about how you could did better. Human seem to be make so that they can regret each and every decision they had make.

Read this Quote

"The love of my life is the mother of my offspring". I think that what the quote are, I just remember it from memory. The quote seem to exhorted the meaning of love to someone. Love doesn't have to mean that you have feeling for someone. It can be a slight memory of the past or the feeling of the present. A human without love are not human but a monster. Love is like a rainbow. It a combination of all the feeling like the rainbow and at the end of the rainbow is a buck of gold. Love is the birth of human emotion. It then can turn into hatred, sadness, etc.... There are many ways that can trigger the wrong way or I should say the master plan. There is always reason to what human intended to do. Human "nature" are greed. Maybe you don't know it yet but it real. Some of you may find this wrong because you had fallen in love. Love can open to many doors that hidden and stayed lock inside but it can blind the way u going and show u what you want to see. Greed is a tragic thing that never end. I write too much already, next time I continue this. Au revoir. So cheer ^.^

Today, Oct 16

Today I had a great and awesome afternoon. I went to play tennis with phuong and some other people. It was hella lot of fun. Then I when to Oakridge mall to watch movie. I watched Chiquaqua and Death Note 2. Chiquaqua was very funny and is funny how dog fall in love(human assume). Death Note was awesome. The actors was dam good. Also, before the movie started, two people dress up as anime girl but one of them is a guy. It was very funny. Then my friend and me saw them agian in Death Note. They was yelling a lot. After home and sleep time.

This maybe weird but dont think

Have you guy ever smell your sock? My sock is smelly so I guess no one want to be in my shoe for a day because if sock smell. There sweat and it stay in the shoe. It smell very bad because your wash your shoe like every 1 week.

I feel sad so I wrote this, I'll continue this later.

I am a piece of paper
I been used but not to keep.
I accept myself as what I was
But I had been misused.

My treasyre

Ok, so you want to know what I got from my ancestors. To tell the truth, they didnt give me anything and that why it so special. Nothing is special because I know that they didnt left me anything because they dont want me to remember them just by looking at the stuff they left but thinking of them in my heart. Quick post, got nothing else to write about so end conversion.

Her, another poem I wrote.

I walk on the moon
Feel the air of new begining
The yellow light of divine
Traveled through time

Wishes of pure soul
Fly through the gate
Ancient time awake
Unknown face arise

Emperor of Qin
Lust captured your heart
Death is what await
Tomorrow is the judgement

Oh woodcutter
You so ruthless
Robe of heaven
Being torned into pieces

Dream of oneself
Appear within all self
Whole and full
One in a million

Beauty is the beast
Lie lay everywhere
A second of beast
A wholesome of beauty

Love is pain
Pain is a mountain
I passed through the mountain
The mountain is her.

This is the second part of my poem" Knowing I cant have you is what pain me most"

Knowing you, loving you and care about you

Is what deepen my love for you, but

Not all my though is about you.

I feel as if, I'm thinking but

it's getting no where.

I feel as if, I know the answer but

it's not the rite one.

You say I'm worthless

I don't know if that really true

I know I had this feeling but

it's so unrealistic.

I lost in my own though 

because of you

Knowing you, loving you and care about you

is what causing me this problem but

what do you know when 

you called me worthless

than a piece of homework.

What was that you say, 

because I'm worthless

It heartbroken to know

to live with the true

that I weight nothing in your heart but

I don't know why my heart

still yearning for you

and only you.

Is this what people call love

why it so painful but

still so kind.

What kind of fire

that light the theme of my heart

that keep yearning for you.

What kind of feeling

that make my heart trembling

just by the sound of your name.

Your word is like a sharp knife that pierced

my heart.

Blood start to drip like rain and then

quickly pour out like a waterfall.

As each drop of blood fell

my heart start to throb and I fall unconscious.

I wish you could see

the pain that you caused to me.

How could you live with yourself

when I gave you my heart but

in return rejection is what I got.

I want to curses you for what you done but

my mouth won't utter no word.

My love bring pain but it strong

just like the love of motherhood.

How can I bring myself to love you

when my heart fill with sadness but

now my heart still yearning for you

and only you.

Mr.Thompson Homework

He's our brother, Ismene! Yours and mine! And if you won't help me then they won't be saying that it was I who has betrayed him!

I can't seem to find any word to fit this. Wait, only one sentence is that Antigone is really love her family, even if they fight each other. She like very strong will and that she will do anything to respect her family member.

Knowing I can't have you is what pain me most

I got bored so I wrote this poem. Most of it is kindna true on what happen around me. >.<

Knowing you, loving you and care about you

Is what deepen my love for you, but

Not all my thought is about you.

I feel as if, I'm thinking but

It's getting no where.

I feel as if, I'm known the answer but

It's not the right one.

You say I'm worthless 

I don't know if that really

true

I know I had this feeling

but it so unrealistic.

I lost in my own thought

because of you.

Knowing you, loving you and care about you

is what causing me this problem but

what do you know when

you call me worthless 

than a piece of homework.

What was that you say,

because I'm worthless.

It heartbroken to know

to live with the true 

that I weigh nothing in your heart but 

I don't know why my heart

is still yearning for you 

and only you.

 

Today, is a new wonderful day

Time is really slow for me right now. I wish time could speed up a little to the weekend. It not because I want to take a break but what is coming up. Time for me is so unrealistic right now. Sometime I stare at a blank wall and wait up, it 2 hour pass. My head hurt but I can't seem to do anything about it. Keep thinking and lost in my own mind. How creepy is that. I know what cause this but scare of telling it and expose what inside. It hunger for my attention but all I feel is pain. 

Love seem so painful but it's so wonderful

I saw one of my friend post and it said that"Betrayal can only happen if you in love". That is sure true because when you in love, there will be sadness and sweet feeling that come after. When you in love, you will know that your heart is reaching to the one you desire. Loving and liking is so MUCH different. Like someone doesn't hurt that much when rejection or betrayal came. Love will deepen over time and it can make a person go crazy. Most people don't understand why they in love or they don't even know their feeling because they confused by their over powered feeling that happen so fast. I fall in love once, and it was very painful. I alway thinking of that person whenever I'm awake or even sleep. My heart would beat fast whenever I'm thinking of that person. Love seem so difficult when you understand how it work. Now, I'm scare of being alone because I will think of that person when I'm alone. Now, my life is surrounding by people who starting to fall into the web of love.

I'm an awesome cook

Today, friday the 19th of september. A 6:30pm I chop up chicken and boiled it. Then while I boil the chicken I go into my house and cut up cabbage. Like long string and put it in a bowl(big bowl). Then after the chicken is boil then I take it out. Strip the meat in pieces and put it with the cabbage. Then I put rice into the water that boiled the chicken so I can make chicken poridge. I smash red pepper(the really spicy asian pepper one) and I put lemon, add sugar and then put in water mixed with fish sauce. I dump the whole thing into the cabbage and chicken meat. I just make a appetizer for tonight dinner. Then the rice in the water is fully opened. I add in some chicken bone marrow powder. Some more fish sauce and it taste so good. I call Han, Can, and Linh(they all graduated except Can) to my house and eat. I put some poridge and appertizer for my mom. They eat the whole think I cook and I cook a lot. It a farawell party for Linh and Han going to college. It was really good. I love to cook and very specialist in vietnamese food. 

Family pressure!

I think I'm gifted kid. To me everything is not a stress but a cruel thing. Don't get me wrong by what I say above, it just a head to get people to look at. So here the situation, most people that involve around me seem to get a lot stress these day. Ex. school, family, friends, and even themselve. People get stress so easily but I don't know why I take everything so easy. I feel as if they making something harder for them. If you know me, I alway do thing really quick. Also, I study with my memory which lot of students don't use. Most people that get stress in school is people that want to do everything perfect or having a situation which I called a pressure from something that is not related to school but it linger to the student mind and making them do think they don't mean to do. Like drop their grade, act bad, or even do drug. Families do play a very important role in students now a day. Parents is what kids look up to. Bad example mean the kid life is doom. You are what you choose to be, many students don't get this quote. They seem to not think what they doing. Until the very end and the stress began. You want to back out from something, friends giving u pressure. Don't ask me why I wrote this.

Do I seem old to anyone?

You know, sometime I feel as If I'm growing out of my teenager world. It not like Im growing up as outside but I have feeling that I cant explain. I know so much(not like knowledge) about feeling. It feel so easy for me to understand people. A lot of time people come to me when they sad, angry, heart broken, or even asking me if they should like someone. It seem as if I'm the guy with all the answer but for some weird reason all the things that I say to them help them a lot. Sometime people choose the wrong decide and it not my opinion that they choose it wrong but if anyone look through it, they would know. I would go on and tell them stuff that I never though I would say it. Not bad stuff but expostulate them from it, but they not mad at me a lot of the time they happy that I talk to them. Then one day something bad fall on me. I got this feeling that I can't seem to bear it. I feel so sad and stressed out but got no one to talk to. Like I talk to them, they just think I'm weird. I get this feeling as if they say go away, your problem is so complicated and don't get me involved. Luckily, I found my way out in the end but it still heartbroken to know the truth. I seem fine with it but somehow I try to forget it. Thing around me remind me of the pain. The feeling I get is so hard to bear during those time and it still do.

MyfirstPost

Lalala! Omg! I finially know how to use a blog. Well let talk about what I do yesterday. Yesterday I help a Junior do his homework. I feel so smart but the Junior really close to me so I feel special that someone ask me stuff. Then I do my homework, take a shower, cook ramen and then sleep. All of that stuff take me to midnight.